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我仍相信我会再见到他

2017-02-17本刊编辑部

意林(绘英语) 2017年3期
关键词:乖乖女缺席望远镜

我仍相信我会再见到他

I Still Believe that I'll See Him Again

我一直相信有天堂,但爸爸去世后,我很难再依靠那样的理解了。我曾是爸爸的乖乖女,他的去世让我在情感上乱了套:过去我可以闭上眼,想象他在哪儿。但人生第一次,我在地图上不能确定他的位置。即使我在大学上了天文课,用望远镜我也找不到他。他不在了,那比我想象的还要真实得多。这真的动摇了我的信念,我必须有一个更深刻地理解——到底什么是“天堂”。我到现在还在努力的去理解。但我仍然每天都跟他说话,我仍然相信我会再见到他。

I've always believed in①believe in 信仰;信任heaven. But it was so hard to lean on that understanding after my father passed away. I was a Daddy's girl. His death was an emotional②emotional 英 [ɪ'məʊʃ(ə)n(ə)l] 美 [ɪ'moʃənl] adj. 情绪的;易激动的;感动人的earthquake. I could close my eyes and imagine he was somewhere else. But for the first time in my life, I couldn't pinpoint③pinpoint 英 ['pɪnpɒɪnt] 美 ['pɪnpɔɪnt] vt. 查明;精确地找到;准确描述his location on a map. And even though I'd taken an astronomy④astronomy 英 [ə'strɒnəmɪ] 美 [ə'strɑnəmi] n. 天文学class in college, I couldn't find him with a telescope⑤telescope 英 ['telɪskəʊp] 美 ['tɛlɪskop] n. 望远镜;缩叠式旅行袋. His absence⑥absence 英 ['æbs(ə)ns] 美 ['æbsns] n. 没有;缺乏;缺席was so much more real than I thought it would be. And it really shook my beliefs⑦belief 英 [bɪ'liːf] 美 [bɪ'lif] n. 相信,信赖;信仰;教义. I had to form a deeper understanding of what exactly "heaven" means. And I'm still working on that. But I do still talk to him everyday. And I still believe that I'll see him again.

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